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| As many of my close friends know i work at A&F and well i LOVE IT!
Recently i have been thinking and the thought has corssed my mind that
instead of going into teaching when i graduate i might go into retial
management. Many of you might think that is impossible ur an Englied
Edu major, which is true. However i already have an in, which is
A&F. They have such a high turn over rate in well every department
that i would be able to get a Manger in Training Postion right when i
graduate. Some might say that well if they have such a high turn over
rate there has to be a reason. Which is true.... they like to fire
people. Which i would have no worries about because honestly when was
the last time i was fired? HUM YEA! lol I mentioned it to one of my
managers last night and she thought i should totally do it. I also
talked to another girlt hat is working there now that wants to do it
and she thinks i should totally do it. I LOVE IT there so i want to
totally do it, but i do nto want to give up my education degree to be a
manger of a store for the rest of my life. However since there is a
high turn over rate in the manager in the stores i would be able to
move up to DM or whatever other postions is next in line within 2
years! So high move up speed, faster pay increases, and a job a love
already????? I am not sure what to do but i guess student teaching will
help me figure it out!
LOVE ME LEAVE SOME
~SCO~
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| I am still alive and work and school seem to be going VERY well!
LOVE ME LEAVE SOME
~SCO~
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| Today is better than yesterday at this time... last night was worse
than yesterday afternoon... but today is better than last night too...
i feel better in the sense that i am still alive and i am going to get
through this semster and be happy again!
We found a litter of kitties in our garage yesterday... i took one and
named it princess consela bananna hammock or she could be called valeri
by her frends but i diecded to put her back.... her mommy came back adn
took all the kitties last night.....
I hate the postal services of america! SO SLOW
I went to Laffy jeff high school to teach today but huh my prof did not
bother to find out the teacher i am workingw tih does nto teach at
laffy jeff...... i will start on thursday now!
LOVE ME LEAVE SOME
~SCO~
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| Today i find myself slipping and falling into s state of utter disrepair.... i have no idea why these overly strong emtions have come over me today. All i know is that as i sit around and think i think of the futurew and how i want school to be over but for youth to never end... i want to go back to the times where i sat around all satursday adn sunday and worked on my forts in the woods. I want to go back to the high school wim team when the biggest issue was how could i get out of swimming the entire work out that day. i was go back to a time and place were i had a lover, freinds, family, all grouped into in a massive chain...... i do not want to be in the place i am at now because i do not work enough, do nto focus enough on school, watch too much tv, do nto read enough, do nto work otu enough... I am stuck in a rut in life that i have no idea how to climb out of.... My classes seem to easy but i do not work on them enough.. i get confused outside of class.. for the first time vere i think a teacher hates me.... i drink too much... yea a college student thinking he drinks too much? Who would have thought? i need to get out, i need to get away... i do not want to run, i do nto0 want to walk, i just want to skipp joyfully..... So this is my nervous breakdown of the semester! HURRAY NO ... but at least it is not the nervous breakdown of last spring over matthew....at least i am not an Ra anymore, at leat i am alive and not smoking anymore! At least i know i can be happy on my own with out any help from the outside world! I am just scared of what is to com ein the next 16 weeks... just scared! LOVE ME LEAVE SOME ~SCO~ | | |
| hey hey!
I am feeling great lately! I mean everything seems to finally getting
back into place! I am doing all the needed work for school, i am
working out like i have been wating to, i have a job (A&F bitches)
that i love i should add, i quit smoking (two weeks today atcually)! I
just feel an all around happiness right now! I was kinda worried about
myself over the past couple of weeks... i mean i was worried about
myself to the point of crying a few times about it! I was pretty damn
scared that i was not going to be able to succeede at school while
living in this house! I mean THIS house is AWESOME! Which makes it that
much harder! I mean i coudl drink all the time, smoke all the time, and
just allk around do nothing all the time but i had to activley try not
to want to be lazy like that all the time! It feels good to know that i
feel like i have a grip on my life again! It is not going down the
drain! The drinking is still a bit crazy but i am still able to make it
and i THANK GOD for that! I just need to continue working on the
drinking habits cause i think i was going down the wrong paththere for
a few days but i now know that is not the path i want and i am trying
to fix it!
LOVE ME LEAVE SOME
~SCO~
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